today i realized something different i realized something changed. My eyes have been closed for the past year. how could i do this……if it happened to me i would not have liked it. i just want to forget it ever happened and i was normal again. I learnt a very important lesson Never judge a book by its cover. i want to apologize to everything out there for any hurt i caused. sometimes i may not be able to help myself i use it as a buffer for the hard world out there. but when i find the sky to sprinkle the stars across i know that i will be better.